fuggin'

i'm such a sap!

2007-06-02T15:34:44Z

I just spent 20 watching the videos I took this week of Joseph and me rockin' out and I started to cry. The fact that I only have one more day (unless he comes to hang out with me over the summer, which is doubtful because his mother HATES me) with him before school's completely over is total BS. He's become my best friend in the entire world and has changed me completely (in my opinion). He's the only reason I'm glad I changed schools. I've told him things I've never told anyone in my life. I can have a real deep conversation with him and be taken seriously for once. I'm not trying to be mean to any of my other great great great friends but you know I'm always clownin' and it's nice to be taken seriously every once in a while.
I feel like Joseph's really changed me for the better and I can't even imagine what my life is going to be without him. God Damn I've started crying again! This entry is really lame and stuff but honestly I don't really care! If you don't want to read my sappiness go read a LJ secret... or madrad hair IDK.
Tuesday is going to be hell, I know I'll be crying for the majority of the day. I'm just an emotional girl and I can't help it.
This will be the first of all my close friends to leave for college and it's a big thing. I can just guess what next year will be like when we all leave!
I love Royston too which is another reason Tuesday will be hard. I'm losing two of the greatest guys in the whole world.
I've been blessed having those boys in my life for high school.

So this entry was pretty lame, I'm sorry!

hm

2007-04-22T20:27:39Z

i've had a really good couple of days. school is almost over which is nice we have like a month and a couple of days left... or at least i do! my sister's birthday is coming up and i'm planning a surprise party for her so that's sweet.
prom is in two weeks and i'm so excited. i didn't think i was going to go until i got asked this week... and now in my rush of happiness i've already gotten everything i need except flowers and stuff it should be a good time. i'm glad i got asked by one of my best friends i couldn't ask for a better date. plus i'm glad i get to go to real prom because i'm kind of doubting the ability for yellow springs to throw an actual elegant prom you know?! i don't know i'm just rambling on but i wanted to update

anyone have any exciting plans for the summer?
talk to me! livejournal is dead right now.

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-04-10T23:31:00

2007-04-11T03:32:12Z

i won't let myself do this again.
last time i was so unbelievably hurt for so long.
it's just so hard to say no to you!

Monday night was great but afterward thinking about it i felt like shit, and that's exactly how i felt every night i hung out with him.

PLEASE TURN OUT TO BE BETTER THAN THE LAST ONE!

please?

man

2007-04-08T16:01:09Z

i miss you guys!

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-03-22T18:28:00

2007-03-22T22:29:11Z

so everyones costume came today...except mine.
i got a little jealous so i put on this lovely halloween costume

i am friends with the sexiest people

baby

2007-03-18T23:52:15Z

so, i felt like i wasn't giving enough love to livejournal, so here are some pictures :D

saturday morning/early afternoon i hung out with these two really beautiful ladies:

then taking tyler home we saw this and got really afraid!!!

okay, so for those of you who read this journal and don't know me or don't talk to me regularly...i'm in beauty and the beast at my high school (i'm mrs. potts woo hoo)!! anyway, so my life has been consumed by it basically and it's insane. yesterday i was there for like 9 hours ehh.

we ate at fazolis though, i hadn't been there in so long, it was kind of gross.

now @ practice:

today i hung out with lauren and her sister!

MY MERMAID CREAM!

ew

yeah, i know i'm hot!

yeah! i know it's boring but i really wanted to update...if you read this, say HI so i know livejournal's not as dead as i think it is

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-03-01T22:55:00

2007-03-02T03:56:20Z

go listen to this is my suitcase
they have a new ep
the c.r.e.e.p
plzz!! if you love me or something like it.

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-02-27T22:41:00

2007-02-28T03:41:30Z

hey, listen to them if you're in a bad mood :D

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-01-26T15:39:00

2007-01-26T20:39:49Z

hey guess what!!

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mykonstantine1 @ 2007-01-23T19:15:00

2007-01-24T00:15:59Z

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if you care about me you'll go here :D

i've decided starting this weekend, i will actually start updating this thing with pictures so keep checking back.

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-01-06T12:23:00

2007-01-06T17:24:45Z

man!!! so, there are four shows i want to go to in march and my mom told i need to pick two!!
i'm def. going to the ciwwaf, this providence, all time low, and brighten show!!
but i need to pick between
emery
brand new
or the gym heroes

it's mainly just between emery and brand new... but man it's hard.

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-01-04T17:19:00

2007-01-04T22:19:57Z

I'm in a good place right now. I have great friends, I am actaully enjoying school (well the clark st. part), and my family and I are getting along.
this works!!
in my communications class we have to text the person we text most often and tell them we love them everyday. it's a tad ridiculous... soon i'm just going to lie and say i did it because that's a lot of texting. lol
i have 5 people that i can trust and they don't even know who they are but that makes me really happy for some reason

idk i'm just a happy girl

sushi cafe in like 20 min

mykonstantine1 @ 2007-01-01T20:32:00

2007-01-02T01:32:33Z

my break was really really nice.
i spent it with amazing people.

new years was my fav. though

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-12-28T11:10:00

2006-12-28T16:10:42Z

this just killed my mood

Sun
Dec 31

Rain
54°/42° 60%

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-12-24T18:55:00

2006-12-24T23:55:39Z

i've dyed my hair red and rekindled my love for high school musical.
merry christmas everyone.

ooo btw
Cute Is What We Aim For
The Basement

$12.00 Advance / $14.00 Day of show

Opening Artist: All Time Low, This Providence

who wants to go with me?

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-12-14T09:25:00

2006-12-14T14:25:01Z

i don't think i've ever been this sick in my life!
the only thing i have eaten in 3 days has been half a cup of soup.
i've lost 9lbs.
bleh

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-12-09T10:52:00

2006-12-09T15:52:35Z

i had a good night last night!!
but i have to say one of the highlights was getting don's (ex-ciwwaf) number and talking to him for a while.
i also loved when carla came home :D

SUMMER I LOVE YOU,

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-12-02T09:00:00

2006-12-02T14:00:09Z

i can't wait until tonight.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-11-12T17:45:00

2006-11-12T22:45:54Z

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND

he works at tim hortons, he always asks if he knows me, he is sexy as fuck.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-11-11T08:30:00

2006-11-11T13:30:30Z

goodness, last night was amazing.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-11-05T00:28:00

2006-11-05T05:28:14Z

tonight was good. lazer tag and borat are a very good combination.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-10-12T19:49:00

2006-10-12T23:50:29Z

i don't like feeling disconnected
i sucks.
i'm so bummed.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-10-10T20:22:00

2006-10-10T20:23:56Z

he doesn't look a thing like jesus
but he talks like a gentlemen.

i'm ready for the weekend.
i'm ready for thanksgiving break
and christmas break.
i'm ready for a lot of things.

october 27th is so soon.

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-09-16T11:43:00

2006-09-16T15:42:17Z

JASON: I AM GOING TO MISS YOU SOOO MUCH

mykonstantine1 @ 2006-09-13T20:24:00

2006-09-14T00:23:23Z

blues fest was sweet i think.
i had one of the best weekends since the 08 love fan<3
2 more days until the best concert and this week is going by so fast.
today was perfect weather-wise in the afternoon
i'm talking to a really nice guy

things are really good right now!